God, I feel stupid.

Andrew cleared up what happened last night that resulted in me hanging up the IMs after feeling disrespected. I feel like an ass now. I can't talk to people. I don't know how. Words come out of my mouth and they always seem to be the worst ones at the wrong time. It's like my words are poison to my social life. Guess I really was a jerk when I thought I was being respectful. And so the familar feeling of losing a friend comes into play. Scratch that; I actually lost two friends last night. The emotion that I have grown accustom to over the past eight years here in Hellsville, Tennessee.

I've lost many friends here due to social faux pas. I've never lost someone like Aaron and Bill though.