No Love, Strange Feelings

I just IMed James no more than two minutes before I started typing this. I need to blog this, if for nothing else, for continuity of plot.

The mood now between us just now as we exchanged those four IMs felt rather strange to me. It was almost as if we weren't friends but at the same time we weren't acquaintances or total strangers. A strange kind of medium ground that just felt rather odd to me. A mix of "I am your friend" and "I am no longer your friend."

I find this feeling really uncomfortable. Hopefully as the night goes on, things will change just a little bit.