Monday, October 13, 2003

I wish someone told me this sooner!

I knew I should have listened to Zero when she told me this on IM.

I just found out that for the debutante ball, I have to escort my sister with my dad when we are "presenting" her. Zero clued me in on this when I told her about my sister's ball, but I didn't know if that was the case. Now I find out four days before it happens that I am to do this! And here I am wanting to just be a wall flower and enjoying everyone else have a good time like Walt Disney did with his park!!

I also learned something that I should have known all this time. Christina clued me in on this. (Why is it all of my friends that are girls know more than I do?) I should really just stop looking for a boyfriend and just live life the way I see fit. Eventually, just when I'm all okay and comfortable with being single, I'll end up meeting that one perfect boy that makes me go gah-gah. In reality, I have stopped looking. I really don't care if my personal ads get answered or not, and I know I will probably not meet anyone at Watkins that I'll find even remotely attractive that's available now (or, for that matter is gay). Now all I need to do is move on to step two and live my life.

Too bad I don't have one outside of school.

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