Man, this is strange. I can't seem to go to sleep when I want to anymore. I don't know what the deal is. Maybe I'm just excited about what's going on in my personal life.

Heh, no worlds can really accurately describe it. You'd have to be there to know what was going on. It was as if I was finally able to get that which I have been dreaming and wishing and wanting for over a year now because I deserved at least a chance.

I don't know when it will happen, but I am for real leaving for Seattle to be with Dan and James and Bill and everyone that I love so much that I consider them more of my family than my real family! Yeah, it's pathetic, but I really feel like that. I can't explain why. It's like that Apple Jacks commerical. I just do.