I want to sit down and blog something full of feeling right now, but I'm too far out of it to actually do it affectively.

Last night, I was talking to Bill. He started to make me think about things I never would have really thought about. He's good at doing that with just about everyone. He got me to see that Andrew may be the better for me as far as a boyfriend goes. It's strange. He even got James to see that. The whole time I was left stuned with the few exceptions where I would try to show some intelligance only to be shot down.

That night, I started thinking about Andrew and what Bill meant by what he said.

Could I really be destine to be with Andrew?