Well, I did it last night.

I said my good-byes to everyone before they had to. I know they won't forgive me. Forgiveness doesn't exisit even for the Christian evangolist that is James. Harsh, but true. That thing that I thought was forgiveness in the world was nothing but a false emotion and a lie. Forgiveness didn't ever exisit.

Besides, it's been a week. If Dan and the others didn't forgive me after three days, I'm as good as dead.