I got tired of listening to the radio. I drew the line when they started playing a song that was all "It's overwhellming thing love!" or some shit like that. It made me think too much of James again.

AND WHY THE HELL IS TIME GOING TO SLOWLY NOW!? I don't remember three hours feeling like an enternity before! There used to be not enough time in the world whenever I would talk or think about James and Dan and Bill. Now, time is torturing me, mocking me, ripping my heart out and saying "Lookie what I got!" only to crush it in its grotess hand.

Today has got to be the worst day of my life!