Because I Like to Complain

Seventeen days without masturbating, and I've started to lose my interest in pornography yet again. All the hot guys in the world shoved into one orgy couldn't keep my attention long enough before their cum shots are filmed. In fact, thanks to Zoo Tycoon, the thought of sex in general rarely enters my head anymore. I'm distracted by problem solving questions like where to put the Rainforest Cafe I want to put into my zoo that I'm working on. If I'm not being a pervert, I'm off being an obsessive gamer.

I woke up this morning with a message to call back my mom. She called Watkins and found out that July 14 isn't the only day of early registration. She called me wanting to ask if I can call them to reschedule it so it would be all nice and convenient for her since she has that three day meeting that sandwiches my assigned day. Thing is, in order to do that, I need to go to Terry and get another form signed and dated by him and all this other red tape that would drive everyone up the wall. I opted for making it easier for them than making it easier for me.

I should blog more. I'm a bum as it is anyway. I do nothing all day! I haven't produced anything since I broke my own heart at the end of the semester. I haven't looked for a job. I haven't learned how to drive. I've done nothing but complain and sit of my ass enjoying the fact that I can blissfully shut out my own problems of the world and worry about something else like how much Gaia Gold I have to get before I can buy next month's Sealed Envelope. I don't vote even though I should register. I bitch about a country I know I have no voice in anyway. Right now, this entire blog entry is starting to become one big pity party.

My sister works. My sister drives. My sister has a social life. My sister has very admirable goals, long term ones in fact. My sister is perfect in every way I'm not. What the hell happened to me? What went wrong? And on top of it all, why can I do anything about it?

This isn't the way anyone should start their morning, so why did I have to start mine like this?