That's it. I've hit another low.

I'm suppose to fill out many applications after finding what they wanted only to throw two of the three out. Why? Because I don't see the point anymore of trying. I just don't anymore. Everything I wanted is just so far out of reach. It's just hopeless. And you know what? I'm just going to end up being good for nothing. I already am.

I'm already hating life. I'm just living from day to day on nothing but the food that they have here. The only thing that keeps me so-called happy are cartoons, movies, and TV shows. Great, I'm back to were I was.

I need help so bad that I'd kill for it.