Okay, now that I'm not rushed to do anything and is alot more relaxed.

It's Christmas Day. Nothing to special or anything to me. It hasn't been since I can't remember when.

I've always wanted this day to be so perfect. Yes, maybe it's the commercialism getting to me, but still. The perfect Christmas for me would be like this.

There would be a tree near the fireplace in a cornor of the room all decked out as beautiful as we could make it. On the coffee table would be a nice, antique, yet simple Nativity. Along the fireplace would be cute little stocking holders with comical stocking hanging off of them while underneath in the fireplace a roaring fire burned. Come Christmas Day, it would be snowing outside and the presents would be piled almost as high as the tree itself! Everyone would open their gifts, and everyone would get what they wanted to get/give. Everyone would scream and shout and thank the giver for a wonderful gift. It would be a joyous and magical morning.

Unfortunately, that won't happen for a long long LONG time.

Well, since that is over for us here (as sad as it is for me to admit that Christmas is done for the day), I might as well start on my New Years Resolutions.

Resolutions for the Year 2003
1. Find a job!!
2. Try to lose some weight by breaking out DDR and starting it up again.

I wonder if I have room in my room still for that damn mat.