It seems kind of strange right now. My situation. I don't know what it is, really. I just have this feeling that I'm back at square one again. Mostly cause I'm bored and just waiting on Dan's next day off so I can help him pack again instead of cleaning up and all that. Partly cause I'm here to learn something that will help me get that jumpstart on life that I desprately need!

I don't know. Maybe I'm thinking too much again.

I never should have jacked off today.